more bad news! this time it's really serious, but for two dear friends far away, so i can't do anything but feel sad now. i've lost all motivation to do work, with the stuff that's been going on. no idea how i'm going to graduate at this rate, but who cares anymore?

i'm super paranoid now, so let me just tell you, shup fuzzy jo (don't think she comes here anymore), that i love you all very much and you guys make me feel less lonely even when we don't communicate for a month. cos i stupidly take for granted that you'll be there, somewhere.