i didn't realize how screwed up my knee is until today. approaching 3 weeks and i still can't raise or bend my leg. going for an MRI next week - hoping like hell that i won't need surgery, but the odds are not good =(

ok whine over. i'm stronger mentally than this. it's just that i fully realized today at the hospital how long recovery's going to take and that i may not be able to do all the sporty/outdoorsy stuff i love for a really long while. was rather devastated. but i'll learn patience, as ian told me.

very tempted to take the easiest classes i can find.

weakness! must be strong!