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shuping: remember your resolution! don't want you to regret after 4 yrs that you didn't keep to it... very tempting to slack off and just have fun but aiyah it turns out to be not so fun if don't have basic academics settled at the back of everything. i think. listen to wise chim who's trying her best to knock some sense work-wise into herself this semester. let's struggle along together.

fuzzy: what the... why are there new riots/protests in nepal all the time? i check the news everyday and it's quite chaotic there. we want adventure but this is a bit scary... we'll book our flights when we go back in july hopefully it'll be alright by then. grr to those rebels.

jo: well, you're twenty. and this prospect is damn unsettling. getting depressed already by the weight of the number. how do you handle it so well?!?!

very irrelevantly, you know how my voice is deep? lately it's been getting shrieky and i hate it. i want my scary guy-voice back. loud high pitched girl voice is scarier.
also very energetic, feel like running and running in the disappearing sun. why's the gorgeous weather going away?

suddenly have an urgent need to know what are you guys' expectations of yourselves? very afraid that i've a very deluded romanticised notion of who i am and what i can do. and i keep on building up so many layers that i'll end up like that sad man in death of a salesman, blind to myself, the most terrifying loss of sight i think. AHHH. crisis of identity and purpose after attending a bible study session, was in a very bad mood cos everything felt so indefinite and baseless. how do you live with/without a religion?

enough.