it seems like there're two groups of people in my program, and i'm somehow straddling both

so much love last night - the easy rapturous intimacy is blowing my mind. why do these people treat me as one of them when i clearly lack their silver tongues for rambling intellectual musings?

i suddenly feel v open towards everyone, and more uninhibited than usual. hope it's not cos i'm consuming alcohol weekly now, cos isn't it sad that i let loose only when i drink? hope it's cos i really feel more comfortable with these 2 groups now, and TRUST them, even the cheeky ones =)